Front [The words on this page are even more messily written than usual, some of the ink smudged here and there. There are yellow spots where tears fell.]
wor2eniing why wor2e 2opor needed but even bad for thii2 reactiion?? no only one other2 too maybe contagiiou2 varyiing race2 iillne22 could fuck u2 all over but maybe otherwii2e?? common connection ii2 there one need to focu2 focu2 on iif 2iimiiliiar traiit2 wiith affected ju2t fre2hmeat or oldbiie2 too?? 2iimiiliiar 2ymptom2?? 2hould do 2urvey 2hould a2k hornle22 e22 twiin docterrorii2t could know?? al2o may ju2t be paranoiia maniic fuck2 me over where2 the iimperiial drone ii apparently have a kii2me2ii2. 2iiren when ii met that kiid warniing?? aural iinfectiion or p2iioniic iinfluence?? dii2rupt thiinkpan2 2omehow?? headache 2tarted next day body actiing up nothiing new to me but actually coiinciidence?? paranoiia ii2 a troll'2 be2t friiend beliieve nothiing e22' cold probably not connected but not 2ure?? hiit 2wiing 2ome day2 after number2 number2 come on not too long ju2t two?? niice number choiice maybe braiin really ii2 fuckiing up tj wa2 up2et connected?? or ju2t me a fuck up?? the world may never know too deep to thiink 2traiight fuck me anyone NOT affected?? would liike to 2top dreamiing about the factory now plea2e and thank you why the fuck ii2 iit comiing back now ii2 iit becau2e tj??
Back [It's down the middle of the page, a sort of list.]
- day one 2iiren?? horrorterror?? goe2 off - meet kiid wiith biig gla22e2 - day two headache 2tart2 and doe2n't 2top back po22iibly achiing up one or both connected?? - day four depre22iive 2wiing, tj weiird?? - drug2 + paiinkiiller2 = good - e22 iin room, no vii2iitor2, no fiire, better be u2iing that 2nuggiie a22hole - 2orry to the kiid ii pa22ed on my fucked up pan - 2omeone need2 to take care of the cat* - day fiive 2poke wiith chiick who hate2 everythiing, actually a thiing or ii2 my con2piiracy hat comiing iin the maiil?? - e22 want2 meet up need document 2top cha2iing my2teriie2 nook2niiff
[* There's an arrow pointing to this, with the additional words of "why diid ii wriite thii2??" Lots of question marks.]
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[The words on this page are even more messily written than usual, some of the ink smudged here and there. There are yellow spots where tears fell.]
wor2eniing why wor2e 2opor needed but even bad for thii2 reactiion?? no only one other2 too maybe contagiiou2 varyiing race2 iillne22 could fuck u2 all over but maybe otherwii2e?? common connection ii2 there one need to focu2 focu2 on iif 2iimiiliiar traiit2 wiith affected ju2t fre2hmeat or oldbiie2 too?? 2iimiiliiar 2ymptom2?? 2hould do 2urvey 2hould a2k hornle22 e22 twiin docterrorii2t could know?? al2o may ju2t be paranoiia maniic fuck2 me over where2 the iimperiial drone ii apparently have a kii2me2ii2. 2iiren when ii met that kiid warniing?? aural iinfectiion or p2iioniic iinfluence?? dii2rupt thiinkpan2 2omehow?? headache 2tarted next day body actiing up nothiing new to me but actually coiinciidence?? paranoiia ii2 a troll'2 be2t friiend beliieve nothiing e22' cold probably not connected but not 2ure?? hiit 2wiing 2ome day2 after number2 number2 come on not too long ju2t two?? niice number choiice maybe braiin really ii2 fuckiing up tj wa2 up2et connected?? or ju2t me a fuck up?? the world may never know too deep to thiink 2traiight fuck me anyone NOT affected?? would liike to 2top dreamiing about the factory now plea2e and thank you why the fuck ii2 iit comiing back now ii2 iit becau2e tj??
Back
[It's down the middle of the page, a sort of list.]
- day one 2iiren?? horrorterror?? goe2 off
- meet kiid wiith biig gla22e2
- day two headache 2tart2 and doe2n't 2top back po22iibly achiing up one or both connected??
- day four depre22iive 2wiing, tj weiird??
- drug2 + paiinkiiller2 = good
- e22 iin room, no vii2iitor2, no fiire, better be u2iing that 2nuggiie a22hole
- 2orry to the kiid ii pa22ed on my fucked up pan
- 2omeone need2 to take care of the cat*
- day fiive 2poke wiith chiick who hate2 everythiing, actually a thiing or ii2 my con2piiracy hat comiing iin the maiil??
- e22 want2 meet up need document 2top cha2iing my2teriie2 nook2niiff
[* There's an arrow pointing to this, with the additional words of "why diid ii wriite thii2??" Lots of question marks.]